October was a tough month.
- I came down with a bad cold/flu and was sick for two weeks. During which time I spent way too much time watching news about the brokenness of the government in the country I love and call home.
- I also spent too much time thinking about the fact that I’ve been in this new land six months and wondering “now what?”
- (Note to self and to the world – it is never a good idea to do a lot of reflection when you are sick, tired, and run-down!)
As soon as I felt well enough to get out of the house I said yes to everyone I had been saying no to while I was sick. And although I was thrilled to see them, I tried to do too much too soon.
The good news is that October ended better than it started.
- A book that we read for book club fueled deep reflection, a passionate debate and further dialog.
- As soon as the posts on fear went live on Monday I felt lighter.
- I spent this week doing a variety of things that challenged and fueled my heart, my soul, and my mind.
And I came home today feeling so thankful. As always, I turned on the music that would reflect my heart and speak to me. And then sat down to write. As I looked through interviews I’ve done and thoughts I’ve been noting, I stumbled across this quote from Einstein.
He who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead; his eyes are closed.